Who am I?

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Not even I know who i am full well, but I will try to explain as well as i can what i do know. I am a girl. I fight depression, and social anxiety. More than anything I want to lose weight. This is my attempt to start over. Youll get to know me as you read the anectodes of my life.

lunes, 23 de abril de 2012

Piercings and other stuff

Today has been kinda lazy. Been putting off doing homework (as usual) and im just lying here on my bed trying to get myslef to get up and workout.
It is 11:05 here and so far ive eaten a small bowl of Special K red fruits cereal with fully skimmed milk, and two bars of Sacialis Cereal bar with Black chocolate (95 kcal each).
I have a (less than half full) bottle of sugar free Aquarius for my workout,  and no food in for any sort of meal for later.
Except for some bread and vegetable spread (wich looked delicious on the packet but) that was disgusting.
Or tuna. I found this nice 0% fat content tuna.
Whatever, Ill think about it later.

I feel very proud of myself as I havent purged since the day after easter, as Ive been keeping myslef strictly in check nowadays ^^ go me haha. Also today marks the 2 year milestone since the last time I selfharmed.

Im doing better than I thought ^^.

Ive been thinking aobut this for some time now, and Ive decided that on my next holiday (wich happens to be in 5 weeks , Im going to Norway :D) Im gonna get an industrial piercing, that, for those who dont know, looks like this:

So yeah, as a celebration Im treating myslef to a piercing ive wanted for years <3

4 comentarios:

  1. OOOHHH i've never been to Norway. it looks frightfully cold (i mean scandinavian countries) and my friend from work went for 2 weeks to sweden last month. She said it was still snowing! hyperbolic excitement aside...

    i'm so happy to read that you've been self-harm free for 2 years now. it must be good to look back on this and think you're free from using it as a method for x,y,z and also well done with not purging. hopefully i'm not sounding like a therapist here though imo, everyone who has an ED, depression etc overtime becomes their "own" therapist. ie,we have to do it ourselves to get better. which is daunting.

    i haven't purged in a month-ish now so i hope it gets better too. and easier. x

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  2. im hoping there will be picture updates of norway and how the piercing went. i actually don't have any :(

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    1. Awww thanks so much for your comments, it means the world to me to see that someone is hearing me out there haha
      I will deffinetly upload pictures of the country, Ive been there before a handfull of times (my boyfriend lives there)and It is awesome and so beautifull.
      And I will show off my new piercing as soon as I can (that is as soon as it takes a nice picture and isnt all swolen and red as new piercings tend to be at first haha.
      That is of course if no inconveniences get in the way of it and prevent me on getting it...
      Im so excited to be able to check off one of the things on my Wishlist :D

      <3

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    2. Two years is amazing! You should be so, so proud.
      I love that piercing! I'm not allowed to get it done (can't have piercings too out there because of the job I want to do) but I do love it on other people. x

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