Untill slowly, everything is shadows
Nothing is in focus
I wrap myself up in my warm blanket and let it hold me
because theres no one else to take my heavy load
noone else to make things easier
Im on my own.
I always have been
and I realize, I always will be.
Theres darkness on my mind, and the swirling crippling emotions that eat you up from the inside, slowly stripping everything away untill you cant remember what you ever smiled about.
My warm bed soothes me and as I stain the sheets with silent tears, Im taken away in the arms of Morpheus, into another dreamfilled state of sadness and despair.