Id kill for some alcohol.
I know how bad it is, how many calories it gives, how crap it is for losing weight. But its not something i can help. This craving.
People have tabs on me. I think thats why my little sister is here. To watch me.
My friends, my boyfriend, my mother.
Theyve all noticed my drinking patterns and habbits.
I guess i didnt hide them as well as i thought.
There keeping tabs on me, hiding everything from me, fucking forcing me to go without. Like they can take my addiction in to their own hands.
I dont really want their help.