One the first day I came down from my hometown all the way to my university , and that is a 5 hour bussride. Then I got of the long distance bus and walked for half an hour to a local busstop and got a nother (10 minute) bus that left me at the university. I did the exam, and after that, I met up with my friend who has to re-sit exactly the same ones as I have to (M. Ive mentioned her before) and we got a ride from another of our classmates to the hotel where M and I were both staying. That day was on calorie wise. I had
- 1 small bowl of cereal with fully skimmed milk
- 1 esspresso
- 1 small ham and cheese sandwich
The second day though, was terrible.
I didnt eat anything since the small sandwich the day before exept for an Esspresso, and it was 16:00.
I was feeling light and floaty with lightheadedness and caffene and then we went for a walk outside.
We ended up in PizzaHut where she ordered for me as I said I didnt really want anything and aparently she wasnt buying that. She got me
- 1 Mediun Barbacue pizza
- 1 large coke
I wasnt gonna eat it.
I was going to pick at it and leave it, through some for the birds.
But of course, I was starving and the minute the smell hit me I was bingeing. Eating Way too much way too fast. A whole pizza.
I felt so disgusting, the calories entering my system and layers of fat coating my bones...
As soon as I got back to my hotel room I purged, but I only managed to throw up about half the pizza and it was sticcky and hard...
Obviously i didnt eat anything else that day.
And now its the 3rd day I did my last exam and im on the 5 hour bussride back home.
I hope this post doesnt get screwed up like the last one i tried to post.
I love you all
Stay strong and keep breathing