I receved a sms from my mother last night apologising to me. Ok.
Well its a start. Though I dont expect anything else from her, and even that little gesture meant a lot.
Today my eating ahs been more under control.
Breakfast was a small bowl of muesly with raisins and dried banana silces with fully skimmed milk, lunch was a small portion of pasta with chickpeas and some tuna (0% fat according to the tin )and a mug of hot lemon tea.
And thats it.
I hate how I know logically and objectively that I have eaten very little, compared to what I "should" eat, but that I cant help feeling the calories mounting up and crashing down on me for the slightest thing I eat.
I wish I had worked out today.
I have been tremendously buisy with one of my progects today. Due Monday and not even half way done, so no time to work out or anything.
Also I meant to clean my room
I feel this post is a bit all over the place
As I cant seem to collect my thoughts properly right now you are about to recieve a bout of tinspo:
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