Who am I?

Mi foto
Not even I know who i am full well, but I will try to explain as well as i can what i do know. I am a girl. I fight depression, and social anxiety. More than anything I want to lose weight. This is my attempt to start over. Youll get to know me as you read the anectodes of my life.

jueves, 6 de diciembre de 2012

Today was better

I receved a sms from my mother last night apologising to me. Ok.
Well its a start. Though I dont expect anything else from her, and even that little gesture meant a lot.
Today my eating ahs been more under control.
Breakfast was a small bowl of muesly with raisins and dried banana silces with fully skimmed milk, lunch was a small portion of pasta with chickpeas and some tuna (0% fat according to the tin )and a mug of hot lemon tea. 
And thats it.
I hate how I know logically and objectively that I have eaten very little, compared to what I "should" eat, but that I cant help feeling the calories mounting up and crashing down on me for the slightest thing I eat.
I wish I had worked out today.
I have been tremendously buisy with one of my progects today. Due Monday and not even half way done, so no time to work out or anything.
Also I meant to clean my room

I feel this post is a bit all over the place

As I cant seem to collect my thoughts properly right now you are about to recieve a bout of tinspo:
Legs <3

Collar bones <3
Thigh Gap

1 comentario:

  1. I am glad she apologised! I hope you feel better now and try to keep safe and not cut :( Made me sad reading your last post xx